evenindeath

I couldn't stop watching the rain, It fell like acid onto your fingertips. It was like your smile was golden, Worth a million, there on your lips. I could have just walked away, I guess it was cooler for me to stay. I could have just walked away, Words are like bullets anyway. And I wish I could hold you again, Just feel your sweetness in my heart. I guess it was always meant to be like this, Maybe we were supposed to be apart. And I wish I could kiss those cherry lips, Feeling alive for the only time. I guess it was always meant to be this way, Let's just sit and watch the sun shine. I couldn't stop dancing here, There was s

It's the holiday special, And you've got it going on. You can't walk with those legs, You've got letters stuck on your tongue. It's a certain kind of wonderful, You were my ecstasy, Go down now baby, A medical nerve, metaphorically. Let this go, it ain't that hard, Let things go and get ready to start. You've got something on your mind, I can feel it going on inside. Trust my heartache baby, Remove me, smooth me, choose me. Love is bright, do not fight, And you are my shining light. You are so much like them, They speak the words you wish to say. You know I'm not getting better, But you stick right with me anyway. I cannot

Just sit there a moment, and watch the screen, Look at the faces, staring right back at you. Just wait there a second, and look what we see, Imagine you can help out, see what you can do. The sadness in the eyes of a child Who could be so happy, if you just tried, The smile that you know, hurts them inside, Losing everybody, you'd be damn mortified. Just stop for a minute, and imagine you're there, Staring into the eyes of a child with no one. Just wait there a second and imagine you're there, Working all day, there's just no time for fun. They have the biggest hearts, but the smallest souls, There's no happiness brought to them

There's a constant rush for emotional stimulants, Each footstep hurts more than the other. There's no point in dreaming anymore, I used to think just for you, I don't want another. Please censor your tears, Please forget anything goes wrong, I wish it could go back to normal, I believe we could be that strong. I could have driven out of here, I could have left you standing in the darkness, There's a silent figure standing in a swollen background, We were so unliveabley aimless. (I can't understand any move you make, "We're fucked up," you say, But I don't think it's so bad.) I hate only being the other half, It hurts to think

Wait a minute, I remember something about laughs and bridges. I just don't know where to find myself anymore. The heartbeats you stole, the tears that you kissed, The reminders you forgot, and the birthdays you missed. The embers flickered and vanished, it's like they never were there. If I knew exactly what words were, I would speak to you, But I'm lost inside a little hole and it's like I'm falling right through. You push me right down to the bottom. I remember when I realised it was leaking away, You were swimming in the seas of my many lies. The smoke from the cigarette is still eating me away, And I'm choking on something I ne

A dark cloud is hanging overhead, It's like a reminder in a losing game. We were never really sure whose turn it was, We'd try over and over again. My self-conscience is deflating, My tired eyes in a coloured light. I'm all but gone in a fictional universe, I wish I were not alone tonight. There are negative responses to every move I make, There are positive side-affects to every pill I take. And can't you see I have lost myself? I have lost myself. Another time, maybe, definitely, I'll be able to get a word or two out. Every time I wish you could see me, I wish that I had not had doubts. It seemed like forever, the days were